Have u ever experience listening to a particular songs and find urself feeling differently each time u do...
For example, u could be listening to a song in the car, singing ur heart out, with a huge smile on ur face, like there is no tomorrow. However at a different time, listening to the exact same song, the exact same one that brought a smile to ur face, but this time all it brings are tears to your eyes and no matter how much u try, it just keeps flowing...
Ironic isnt it.. how just a song can do that to a person.. to a person who should be able to control his feelings...
im hating the person im turning into.. an emotional wreck.. someone who cant seem to control her emotions or feelings anymore, and any little things can just set me off.. where do u find the strength to go on, where do u find the motivation to carry on, how do u let go off that emotion, how do u looking forward without looking back every so often??
so many questions that need answers..
dont tell me to move on and forget!! cos I cant.. and I wont.. and I refuse to..
