The Break-Up

Break ups are never easy.. nor are they ever simple... Somehow, I always seem to have messy break-ups that lasts forever.. like a dark shadow that will never go away and keep on haunting you....

Being the initator, u will have a sense of guilt towards the person u break up wif.. from tat guilt u give in to their every need, when they text u reply, when they call u pick up, when they say their life has been ruined by u, u believe. How long should one feel guilty for?

Like the movie the break-up, both moved on eventually eventhough they still had a thing for each other but knew they couldn live together coz of their differences...

I have made some bad choices in life.. and i feel that during break-ups u can always tell ur true friends from the "fake"ones.... those that will stick beside u no matter wad and will not judge u for wad u have done or whether u have made a bad choice or decision...

U knoe who u guys are... I really appreciate u ppl.. ppl that will always hold a special place in my heart....

Moving on is always the hardest part, or the aftermath of a break-up... the 'victim' always seem to have it harder.. but millions of ppl go through break-ups every minute of everyday and their lives go on... Some find their TRUE LOVE after all....

other than tat.. had a very eventful day i might add... hee... made lunch, baked a cake, ironed the clothes, met up wif bestie for a chat after not seeing her for like ages.. got caught in the downpour haha... be a driver for my brother (not tat i dun enjoy doing it haha, juz love driving.. hmm) ...

PLS STOP TIME!!!!!

I dun wanna go back.. sobz... mid-night suppers, movie marathons, long chats... things that are helping get through this patch in my life... thank u..

one more thing... i;m gonng write a promise... hahaha

I, Leslie Peacock, promise to update my blog as often as i can (every 3 days)(*fingers crossed*) when i get back to scotland... hehe... so that i won have ppl msging me update ur blog update ur blog ahha.... #pinky promise#