I guess its about time that i updated my blog eh...
Well life has taken an unexpected turn for me over the last few weeks. Made drastic decisions which have been swimming in my mind for a long time. i knoe i have made some people's lives a living hell and i truely apologise for it. From the bottom of my rotting heart i guess..
It is so difficult to please everyone in this world. i always feel that i have a need to, or at least try to, but somehow, someone always gets hurt in the process. I finally gave in to the people closest to me. Some may say i have no balls, some say it is the right choice. I dunno. I just felt that i should have decided from the start and not have allowed myself to have dragged it on for so long.
Going back in a few weeks. I guess it will be good news for some, at least i will be out of their hair- no more unnecessary trouble from me in a while.
to cher: thanxs for everything babes...
to key: haiz i am so sorry for bringing u unwanted problems and always getting u involved in things that u really shouldn have to bother abt... I feel so ashamed for not even knowing u were going thru a rough patch until it was over... some friend am i eh.. really hope we can meet up soon to talk things thru... so sorry.....
to the one who will never read this: where do i start.. not even sure myself. i had a choice put out in front of me... parents or the one i loved.... and i timidly chose parents. i juz felt u derserved better , someone who's parents appreciate u for who u are and not what... i knoe its sounds like something from a teenage diary but tats juz the way i see it... i knoe no amount of words can make up for what i did to u...
"Love is not love which alters when it alterations find. When life gets hard and things change, true love remains the same."
Love is patient, love is kind.
Love is not jealous, it does not brag, and it is not proud.
Love is not rude, is not selfish, and does not become angry easily.
Love does not remember wrongs done against it.
Love is not happy with evil, but is happy with truth.
Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never fails
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