I know I should be sleeping now, afterall its already 2am in the morning and Ive got to be up, oh let's see, in about 5 hours or so.. but I just cant shake this niggling feeling...
Met up with the girls from, well cant say class now as half of them decided to graduate in 3rd year, so ex-classmates... and Kim's who just got attached was as happy as a beaver.. she use to be the one who has been single for the longest time (guess Ive taken over that position now), looked so happy when asked about her new man...
But when I got home, I spoke to someone who I've not spoken to in a while (a week of not speaking to my friends is considered a while, by my definition that is) and she was telling me news that, well firstly shocked me, but yet again, did not surprise me, not one bit.. I just experienced two kinds of emotions in one night that are miles apart, chalk and cheese, then I start to wonder, where am I placed in that spectrum.. and it kinda saddened me a bit to think, Im actually am right on the other side of that.. the bad side that is.. how numb I have become, how thick and high Ive built my wall, how oblivious I am to anyone else, how far and fast I run in the opposite direction..
Well, I must admit, something did trigger this, this old feeling that I once felt.. it all began, when my phone went for a swim, yup you heard me right... long story short, phone fell out of pocket and into a pail of water...So... searched high and low for an old phone and found one, one that I was using about a year ago. Being born in the year of the rat, Im a very sentimental person, aka, I keep everything that has sentimental meaning to me, good bad, I keep them. So one thing lead to another, I found 'memories' on this phone, memories that I had erased from my mind and never did want to get reminded of again, but it did... and it sent this aching feeling.. I always tell my friends.. they say that when you pay back karma, you pay it back in ten folds.. and I reckon, I still am.. paying back that is..
To be honest, Im kinda lost for words right now.. haha guess thats the end of the story.. haha.. anyway.. found this website that had these poster/bumper sticker whatever you wanna call it.. some hit a nerve, some were just plain silly, others were just a laugh.. you get the idea



These were a few that caught my attention and would just like to share with other people.. well when I say other people, my friends in general, who are the only 'people' who I know will be reading this..
on a side note: Dear Aunite Agnes, if you read this, tell Por Por that Ive been thinking of her. Mom said that she was very alert when they were over and was enjoying her ice-cream very much. Send my love to the family. Missing each and every one of you very much.. xox ♥
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