Sitting down with a nice cup of good scottish Tetley's, with Paolo Nutini's Rewind playin on my itunes... a far cry from what Ive been use to.. living in a garage, sharing a house with 5 other ppl and a dog.. lovely neighbours next door, friends in every direction from where I lived.. 5 min walk from anyone, or a 10 minute drive at the most.... Msn constantly blinking, mobile phone always ringing with "Dinner tonight?", "Coffee at LDV later?", "Up for poker?"...
Missing the morning sun, lying on the grass at the West End, with a cup of ice cold coffee and one of those amazing german hotdogs... the sun on ur face, the gentle breeze, great company for a sunday morning chat about absoutely anything under the sun...
A 180 degrees change... the phone has gone quiet, msn has stopped blinking, living alone for a change.... a new experience, a different one.. a rather quiet one... The sun has been out for the last couple of days.. but something important is missing.. the people who shared it with me..
Living alone, not quite as enjoyable as one would think.. no human interaction, coming home to an empty house, just doesnt quite do it for me.. hoping for something to ring, be it the phone, msn or skype.. just to hear a friendly voice on the other side, or a silly comment from someone has made a huge difference compared..
our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain
Just missing people at the moment...
the 'people' who made me and have been there for me since forever
the 'people' who I got to know along the way
the 'people' who have been there for me since then
the 'people' who Ive gotten to know in the last 5 months
All important in their very special individual way.. ♥
