Wind howling through the tiny gap in the window sill, seconds passing by, and I am still up...
My feet are frozen cos my heater is off, trying to get warm under the sheets...
Just came across something, something that took that last ounce of hope I was holding on for dear life, so tightly too... I still dont wanna to believe it, but its staring straight at me in black and white.. and it cant be wrong..
Spent the next few mins looking at photos on my laptop.. memories, thats all they are aint it..
Opening skype, closing skype, opening msn, closing msn, opening explorer, closing explorer, how monotonous...
I need to rest my mind and get some sleep.. 3am, way better than the 5.30am last night...
