Random post...

I know I've broken my vow in keeping my blog updated... schorrie... =( Just haven had the time and recently the energy to do anything... so just writing a random post, to let u know i'm still alive.... (chubs, i will keep my promise dun worry)....

Back at my auntie's place again for the weekend. At least my dad came to pick me up this time round, dont have to get the bus.. Bus rides are so boring. Will be at the hospital again over the weekend. Brought work to do. need to study.. am so lost with some modules.. gosh they are way harder than i ever though.. jus got to read away...

School work has been piling up, laundry has not been done.. argh.. everything is just falling behind coz i have let it.. i;ve just lost that driving force that i had.. need to get it back and fast.... ahh hai.. wish chubs was here. I jus wan that someone to be beside me, to tell me everything will be okay (eventhough there will be a good chance it will not be).. just to make me feel safe and secure again... sometimes u try to be the most independent person u can be, but at the end of the day, u stil need someone to fall back on... and my someone happens to be miles away.. =( i miss u chubs.... thanxs for re-assuring me. i really needed to know...

i guess i am just in a reminiscing mood.. thinking about things... old things, new things... things to come??

Wonder how long my grandfather will be in this state, one day he can be all fine and dandy, giving u the impression he is getting better... other days he is just not himself. Talking to ppl who arent there, comin up with werid stories, being all confused just so not like him... Its times like tat that makes it hard for us close to him to see him like that.


Dear Key... hope u got my little posti that i tried to sent. not sure if it got there. Coz after writing on the envelope, i realised tat i had to write ur name instead of wad i wrote in the first place!! hee.. so had to squeeze it at the top.. hope it got there safely though.... i've been missing u... =(