leslie peacock.

Ive only had 3 hours of sleep last night, have done a spin class, been to the postoffice in town, and basketball training... Im wide awake... and I think I know why...

Ive got too many things going through this head of mine..

On the top of that list, someone... Ive said my good-byes but yet, each time I see the email saying, "It's any time now..." I feel my heart stop beating for that one second... How do you prepare yourself for the inevitable, how do you prepare your emotions and heart knowing what is coming... or the lack of it... I wanna let it all out, but I always seem to find myself staring into space, that last few moments I had, playing over and over again like a broken projector... I would give anything in the world to be there.. and being this far away somehow makes it harder.. Im always away.. Im never there... How do you let go... someone, anyone...???

Spoke to my Mom and Dad about an important decision I have to make.. and Im not sure if Im making the right choice... my heart saying Im not, but my brain is saying I am..

Do I go with the heart or the brain....???

I just hope I'll keep it together when the time actually comes... I cant start to imagine what it'll be like...

and I dont want to start....

I wanna blog, but there is nothing to blog about.. how mundane can my life be.. just like clock-work.. Uni, gym, gym, more gym, grocery shopping.. blah blah blah... boring... hahah

I've got a big decision to make and I think I've finally made up my mind..

But is it the right choice?

Guess only time will tell...

Another one bites the dust

Such a disappointing show tonight on X Factor... Miss Frank and Danyl Johnson, both in the bottom 2.. I mean comm'on~!!!

These 2 had to have a sing off...

while the Horror Twins live to see another week with "She Bangs" !! Even William Hung's version was far more entertaining...

I thought Jamie's "Angel of Harlem" was amazing, even though it wasnt exactly a Big Bang song..

Oh god good... it was a nail biting episode tonight... I really didn want Danyl to leave.. He's my fav to win.. Miss Frank were amazing last night.. Everyone were exact the Vampire Twins.. they are entertaining, but cant sing a single note.. not one..

Got to see Michael Bublé perfom as well.. have always been a fan plus his new album is out... might just swing by the shops tmr and get it.. (:

Westlife performed a Chris Daughtry song.. still preferred the orginal version.. I like Westlife and all but.... singing Daughtry songs... thats pushing it a little dont you think...

SSSS @ Kokuryo

We had an overwhelming response to the society's first ever dinner.. good and bad cos due to the large number, we had to squeeze and boy did we squeeze... the ppl working there had to hunt high and low for chairs haha cos they were short of chairs, but we managed eventually... it was definitely a cosy dinner haha.. rubbing shoulders with one another hahah...

Right I must say that I stole them pictures from FB hahaha... (:

Big Band night on X Factor and it was A-W-E-S-O-M-E~!! to say the least haha.. some acts were down right horrible but the majority of them were amazing.. you'll see why when you watch the acts.. trust me...

the wind is howling tonight.. like its on some sort of mission.. and I cant stop playing James Morrison's version of "Man in the Mirror"... it has been on repeat the whole day.. go listen to it..

Thought my dad would like this one haha...

This is how I was feeling when the clock striked 5pm in labs today... didn quite happen though.. only manage to leave an hour later... thought I would have th energy to go for International night.. but was stuggling to keep my eyes opened at 8~!! Im getting old.. crikey...

This explains a lot...

At a cross-road.. which road do I take??

This made me laugh so much..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XT5LaPyIM9c

and to think I use to change at least 10 yucky baby diapers a day hahaha....

Poor daddys ard the world haha (:

I could do with this now....

reading ... reading... looking... researching.... journals after journals... my tummy is rumbling.. and Im starting to miss things... Im missing this...